Where do we go?

it was saddening when i heard about the death of boss' brother yesterday. it was kinda unexpected and on thursday, i heard it from boss myself that he had to go to the hospital because the brother was not in good condition. that time, nothing seemed to bother me, because going to the hospital to visit a sick person seemed alright. it was not alright. he was really sick. he was only 44 years old, he had two young children and healthy old parents...

last month, sugar's uncle died of cancer. he was only 56 years old. i called him uncle when he was alive, he was more than an uncle to sugar, sugar addressed him as step father. i remember, i saw how fragile and unfit he was, and that did not quite catch my attention because i was busy preparing for my wedding. the last thing that i bought him was some pisang goreng for his afternoon tea on a hot afternoon. i know, i will remember him whenever i see pisang goreng, or banana fritters...

Is there afterlife?

Fix You by Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

(Lyrics from www.azlyrics.com)